And Then You Were Gone by Ivy Logan

And Then You Were Gone by Ivy Logan
Publisher: Notion Press; 1st edition
Genre: Contemporary, Mystery/Suspense/Thriller, Young Adult (14-18)
Rating: 4 stars
Reviewed by Ginger

Nina, a popular fantasy author, maintains a reclusive existence. Aside from Nina’s work, her primary focus is her daughter, Sophie.

Incessant bullying at school and a public, mortifying falling out with another girl sparks a downward spiral in Sophie’s emotional state.

Nina watches helplessly as her daughter appears to be unable to move past this unfortunate event. Nina grows so consumed with Sophie’s suffering that she loses her desire to write. How does one help a teenage daughter in torment?

But then Nina has an idea—an unorthodox method to help her daughter. She is going to write a story—bringing in a special character into Sophie’s life. As the author, Nina can control the outcome of the story. Or can she?

As fiction and reality blur, Nina realizes that things have gotten out of hand. Is her story the blessing she hoped for or a curse she never expected?

“My beautiful girl, now gone – what if it’s forever?”

A unique and creative plot blurs the lines between fiction and reality. The narrative explores themes of bullying, family, and the power of storytelling. The book is primarily told through Sophie’s diary entries, spanning from ages 7 to 16, with her mother Nina providing responses.

Nina is a successful author of the Deadly Lives series. One diary entry that stands out to me is at the age of 10, Sophie asked her mother what would happen if Nina went to live in one of her books and why her mother needed to escape into a different world. As Sophie grows, her diary entries give us insight into her life, which is filled with both joy and the challenges of adolescence. She makes new friends, some of whom are not very nice. Sophie experiences bullying at school, but thankfully, she can express her feelings in her diary. Meanwhile, her mother worries and wants to help her.

The book clearly illustrates that Sophia has always had the love and support of her mother. Nina’s ex-husband, Sophie’s father, was an abusive figure who abandoned them before Sophie was born. As a result, Nina has become a fiercely protective mother, determined to shield Sophie from the bullying she experienced in high school. As a writer, Nina found solace in her words during her struggles with her ex-husband—could writing also help her daughter?

This story is thought-provoking and resonates strongly in today’s world. It beautifully depicts the powerful and emotional bond between mother and daughter, and the impact that adultescent bullying can have on an individual and family. Although this is a short read, it is artfully crafted. The desire to escape reality is something most of us readers think about. It’s pretty much why we read and/or write: to create a temporary world/moment of escape or entertainment from our current reality. For some, the mind is a powerful place; the stories we immerse ourselves in can both harm and protect us. While the book’s ending may leave some readers feeling unsettled, it conveys a hopeful message about the power of imagination and presents an optimistic conclusion that challenges society’s conventional views.